the reason

Sometimes we need a space or time for ourselves.

When you lived in the world with full of quarreling then you realized that you need your space. Your own world to breath out without thinking with all this nonsense.

Quarreling.

Shouting.

Divorce.

...

Back together.

Quarreling. Again. And again. Till now.

And I decided to get out from this kind of "world" for a moment. But I knew if I go from that world but still stay in the same region it will not help. I should get away from this region. Far away. 

But still.. I need "something" to support my decision.

Its not about STUDY at all. Its about my own world.

So here where am I now. Alone. No quarreling.

Even I'm here. A thousand miles from your world..why you have to tell me about what happened. Its tiring to heard it. Give me some space.

If you want to say that I'm stupid and coward. Silakan..

notakaki: i hate missing someone and not being able to do anything about it.

...curhat?

*Sigh!*


There was a reason I've been here.


Will reveal later.






notakaki: semua orang punya jalan masing-masing. depends on them to choose which is better.

A bit shopping somewhere here

Hiya! *feeling scotland kejap*
Nak share sket hehe on my way back from school to house, I've drop by to 2 or 3 shops looked for my winter coat. Then i'm entered into this shop named; the Bethany shop..and all the item there... is so cheap! So i had bought this winter coat n the other one like sweater i guess!

Guess what? total of this two is 12 pounds only!

notakaki: macam bau-bau nak muflis je kiki

Begin here

Hi..hi! Yes..now I'm here! In Scotland! How should I describe my feelings?SIGH!
It's a looonngggg journey! Aaaanndd it's so challenging you as Muslim. 11 hours. And I think it's was like I'm sleeping for 1 day. Ahahaha. Depart around 11.45pm and arrive 4.00pm. See! almost 1 day huh? but I'm arrived at 9am for UK time. Hehe save 8 hours there.

What I'm scared the most when travelling is IMMIGRATION. Don't you ever think that I'm do any smuggling thing. Sukati ai la nak takut apa punnn. kann? Alhamdulillah. There's nothing bad happened. And the immigration staff in Amsterdam and Edinburgh really kind and helpful. But you can't help for those people who looking at you like you are weirdo. Hellow??Yes, I'm foreigner but I'm not alien ok. I'm still human...like you. Urghh.

Ok. The best part is when I'm arrived at Edinburgh airport, someone hold up my name: MISS REHAN MAJID. Handsome itu perlu. Ahahaha. Unfortunately I don't asked his name cause too tired to think those question and still in dreaming I guess (betul ke dah sampai sini?x mimpi ke?betul ke keputusan yg aku buat?). All these thing keeps running in my head on my way to homestay. AND THE PRIVATE TAXI drives MERCEDES! OGOSH! Waaa. walaweh. meleleh air hidong sbb sejuk angin edinburgh. ahahaha. GEMPAK BETUL!

It's took maybe around 30mins to get to Summerfield Place, where I lived now with Ms.Kate. And I never thought Kate is single and still looks young. She's 36. I thought she might be old..ala-ala makcik gitew. Her house quite small but it's homey and cozy. Really cute. I loike!

This is picture in my room.

It's better than nothing.

Around 12.30pm I asked Kate to going out to look around this town and of course to buy my toiletries. She walked so fast than me. Ohhoii! People around here really love to walk! ingatkan aku dah cukup laju berjalan.isk! From house to town took 10 mins.. to my school 15 mins. What can I describe for my first view?hmm. Less car. Use public transport. But most people rather walking. macam ai! kikiki. My first dinner here is...nie sedih sket. 2 toast with butter n cheese n tea. We are having dinner at 6pm. Sedih. Sedih. Sedih.

K la. bai. Dah pukul 8pm. Esok nak school!

notakaki: i wonder why this  picture inmy room???

Beautiful Night

Tuesday. I got text msg from my sweet girlfriend si Aya yg dah lama tak jumpa kott. hehe.

Gf: Kakak,free x ptg nie? Jom jumpa kejap after office hour..

*SGT HAPPYNYA*

Me: kat mane

Gf: kat area ofis ko jelah kot..aku gi sana lepas keja..kalau ko free lah, kalau tak esok pun boleh...

*hello..takkan aku lepaskan peluang nie kan...dah lama kot buat date. But it'sso HARD to meet her!*

Me: kat ofis aku xde port best. Jmpe kat jj lah ajak cik feeza skali..malu ai jumpa u sorg.auw! kiki

Gf: Gedik! Ko tak suruh pun mmg aku gi ngan dia lah..

After office hour 5.30pm. Sharp! I waited for Aima si MomToBe outside my office and straight away drive to JJ Cheras Selatan.

Around 6pm, we are in JJ. Unfortunately, got text msg from Aya that she will be late and done her work at 6.30pm. Ok. I don't know what to do cause pity to Aima to walk around the mall. Dah tunggu masa kot nak beranak. Buatnya terberanak kat JJ tue..tak ke naya. T_T

Then we decided to wait them at  the food court since my perut pun dah lapar apatah lagi si Aima kan..kan...

Around 7.30 pm kot baru diorang sampai.. Hmm perut dah masuk angin la syg...mmg tiada keinginan la untuk saya makan. Sorry.

I asked them to lepaking in Starbucks. Cozy sket. Here we start the conversation about me. About Us. May be more to me. Hehe. But I think u'll get no answer. Nothing. Especially Feeza. Ahaha sorry babe..bukan takmo cerita but it's too personal and too details perhaps we have not enough time to chat that night. You know I have my curfew. Hehe.

Even though we are differ on when we talks but it's nice. We are talk about life, family, career and love (?). It's a beautiful night to sharing our story with beautiful ladies. Really love u guys. I hope we can gather again in other time. XOXO

...

Ok. Now. Today. Thursday. It's my last day to work before I start holiday. Tomorrow I start my unpaid leave about 2 month and going to UK on this Saturday night. Hurmm.

notakaki: tenks to my ex-boss still support me. terharu.

Dilemma

Tinggal lagi 1 minggu sebelum aku terbang ke UK. I do not know whether I do the right decision. When I think bout this..it's make me feel nervous. Jiwa berkecamuk.

I have planned this almost a YEAR. When the time is coming..I'm confuse. Urghh! Puhlease dong...!


Notakaki: apa la yg akan jadi kat aku nanti.sigh.

Wiiken saya

Start pagi semalam (Sabtu), anak-anak sedara kesayangan tidur di rumah aku babah aku . . sebabnya mama diorang which is my sister hantar adik aku si Ain ke Sabah. Adik aku dapat further degree di UMS. Alhamdulillah.

Because of adik bradik ini yang asik la sangat bergaduh walau dipesan oleh mama jangan bergaduh . . . so....I decided we all going to Rabbitfunland yang berada belakang rumah kikiki idak ler belakang sangat tapi tempatnya area Broga Hill yang memang dari aku pun leh nampak.

Bila sampai di RabbitFunLand nie, anda akan dinafaskan dengan bau kambing kuikuikui buhsuk! anak sedare aku nie dah ler ngada-ngada...kat konter tiket dah mula retisnya tue..."bau apa nie tante?nak muntah la..."sabor je la... mau je aku penampo kang. Aku pun jawab la,"bau kambing tak mandi macam tue la". Alahai . . .

Nie first kandang kambing yang berada sebelah konter tiket. Mana tak buhsuk!

Bau buhsuk dilupakan selepas jumpa ini.

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I sendiri pun eksaited hokeyy! yelaa kecik-kecik dulu mane penah rasa benda cenggini. sedeyhh!

comel kan

teringat bandung.aiceh!

Teringat plak time kat Safari Bandung kikiki tak sangka lak benda-benda camnie ada je kat sini . . belakang umah lagik ;p itulah hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan panas batu juga di negeri sendiri.

siap riding horse lagik!

Enjoy juga la kan..hehe dah puas main dengan segala haiwan mesti perut pun lapar kan. Dun worry..kat situ ada je restoran dia sendiri. Takde la besar..kedai makan biasa je. Aku order sate arnab dan nasi goreng arnab size regular. Sangat sedap hokeyh! ke sebab memang lapar??hehe Oh, tiada gambar makanan kerana terlalu lapar samapi lupa.

notakaki: I already get UK visa.woot woot.